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mecaziyasam | kurgusal blog.. - Part 107

When you’re gone.

Hold on to love
That is what I do
Now that I’ve found you
And from above
Everything’s stinking
They’re not around you
And in the night
I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleepping without
And in the day, everything’s complex
There’s nothing simple when I’m not around you
But I miss you when you’re gone
That is what I doHey baby
It’s hard to carry on
That is what I doHey baby…
Hold on to my hands
I feel I’m sinkingSinking without you
And to my mind
Everything’s stinking
Stinking without you
And in the night I could be helpless
I could be lonely, slipping without you
And in the day, everything’s complex
There’s nothing simple
When I’m not around you
I miss you when you’re gone
That is what I doHey babyIt’s hard to carry on
That is what I do
Hey baby…

The Cranberries

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Sevmeyeceksin beni…Biliyorum bu şehri bana dar edeceksin…
Çünkü anladın; sevgimden tanıdın beni.O yanık, o hasta bakışımdan…Uçuruma
atlar gibi sevdalanışımdan…
Sevmek deyince, hemen ardından, ölüm, dememden anladın…
Anladın ve kardeşini bir kabustan uyandırır gibi çırılçıplak gerçeğe
uyandırdın beni; uyandırdın ve kaçtın…
Çünkü sen de benim gibiydin; sen de benim gibi seni sevmeyeni sevdin hep.Sana
acı çektireni…Seni aramayanı, telefonlarına çıkmayanı, çıkınca seninle bir küfür
gibi konuşanı sevdin…Sen de benim gibi seni incitip üzeni sevdin hep.
Bakışından hissettim bunu, kokundan, dokunuşundan…
Beni sevmeyecektin biliyorum ama…Ama, öyle susamıştımki kendim gibi birini
sevmeye…Öylesine muhtaçtımki gercekten incitilmeye, gercekten acı
çekmeye, kendim gibi birini özlemeye öylesine muhtaçtım ki, seni tanır tanımaz
çözüldüm…
Sana da olmuştur…Öylesine susamışsındır ki sevilmeye, kendin gibi birini
bulunca tutamaz kendini, herşeyi, belkide söylenmiycek her şeyi o an, garip bir
telaşla söylersin…
Hatta söylerken anlarsın, söylememen gereken şeyleri söylediğini
hissedersin, battığını, giderek çıkmaza girdiğini…Ama yine de engelleyemezsin
kendini tutamazsın.
Aleyhinde olabilecek herşeyi söylersin…Üstelik bunu anladıkca daha da
batırmak istersin kendini…Biraz daha zor duruma düşürmek…
Daha da kaybetmek, daha da dibe batmak istersin…Sanki bile isteye kendi
mutlulugunu kendi elinle bozmak istersin…Kendinden gizli bir öç alır gibi.
Sanki hiç mutlu olmak istemiyormuş gibi…Sanki hiç sevilmek istemiyormuş
gibi…
Yine aradım seni, yoksun…bulsam, benimle küfür gibi konuşacaksın…
Bir kere çözüldüm sana…Bir kere sana senin gibi olduğumu hissettirdim…
Oysa baştan beri biliyordum; sen.seni sevmeyenleri seversin.Tıpkı benim
gibi…
Ama öyle özledim ki benim gibi birini sevmeyi…Öyle özledimki kendim gibi
biri tarafından incitilmeyi, üzülmeyi…
Yine aradım seni yoksun…Beni de birileri arıyor…Beni de kendi gibi birini
sevmeyi özleyenler arıyor…Kendi gibi biri tarafından incitilmeyi, üzülmeyi
özleyen birileri arıyor.
Hiç cevap vermiyorum…BEN SENİ İSTİYORUM, SENİ ARIYORUM…
Kayıtsızlığınla beni yok ediyorsun, geride sen kalıyorsun.Ama seni de biri
yok ediyor…
Aslında bu oyunda herkes birbirini yok ediyor…
Ben birilerini, o birileri başkalarını.Sen beni…Seni bir başkası…
Hem çok iyi biliyorum; beni sevsen bile hiç kapanmayacak bu yaram…Seni biri
sevse de hiç kapanmayacak bu yaran…
Hiç kapanmayacak!

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